you're not my friend .
she doesn't care about me . . .
- My best friend couldn't care less about me, it's sad. She always has to be better thanme. She always brags about how she's the smart one and calls me stupid when I'm an A-B student. She always has to be better than me . I asked her if once I could be ahead of her and she said hell no because she's always ahead. She always has to be prettier than me . She doesn't care how fat I get (and I've gained a lot of weight) as long as she's skinnier than me. Whenever I tell her about my problems, she just says "get over it." or "suck it up." but whenever she has a problem, I'm there for her. I feel like she could just dump me and move on, and it drives me nuts. She's such a freaking beauty queen and princess who couldn't go a day without making sure she's prettier or being bossy. I've lived through this so long, but I don't feel like I would be able to break away from her. Our parents are best friends and all, and we've known each other for years. We do have fun together, but her personality and attitude is awful. I don't know what to do anymore. . . hmmmmm . . .